I Have a Strange Fear

@FlowersNButterflies It BAD 😢

Happened to my mom who gave me the genetic condition which is destroying me. She cried in the nursing home, every day, and they said it was her brain condition. They dropped her on wheelchair to bed transfer, took an x-ray and found she was undiagnosed for lung cancer. She died three days later. Her sister had the family curse and begged her son to kill her in the nursing home, but of course he wouldn't and she finally died. Then ten years later he had a major stroke and lived 10 years a non-life. My sister who is 15 months older than me has been in a nursing home for over 4 years. I need to die sooner rather than later. Hoping my body cooperates. @Edelgard

@FlowersNButterflies I’m so sorry. I’m full of tears right now. I have a fear of death 😭😢

@Edelgard I just added you as a friend please add me back let’s stay connected henceforth

I have no fear of death, it is natural. I have a fear about getting to it, though. :: Hugs! :: @Edelgard

@FlowersNButterflies Yeah getting to it is the problem. That’s what makes death fearful 😔