I Need Love and Attention

@MarmeeMarch why would I need sympathy? I just would rather talk to strangers than friends after drinking this much. Who fucking knows what I would say.

@SW-User why dont you just stop drinking ? your a young guy whats going to happen to you when you turn 40-50 and beyond ? you can get help you know.

@MarmeeMarch that’s the thing I get drunk the same reason I play video games or even get on here. I just enjoy getting drunk. I don’t depend on it. It’s just something. I do for fun, I don’t understand why alcohol is looked at as a problem. I’ve met a lot of people who has problems with alcohol. However I never see myself having that problem. I’ve been completely wasted and no body had a clue I had be drinking. I handle alcohol really well. Unless you knew me, because I’m quite and shy sober. So I don’t see why I need help when so far it hasn’t caused a problem for me, even though it’s caused problems for others. I genuinely believe the only way you’d know I’ve been drinking unless I admitted it was because my music might be a little too loud.

@SW-User well you may THINK you can handle alcohol but physiologically your liver and kidneys are the ones working double time (for lack of a more scientific term) you dont want to have liver damage - right ? Find another drink that wont do so much harm to you.

@MarmeeMarch I’m not going to say my liver isn’t hating me after downing a bottle of gin. But I can’t help but think I’m a better person mentally drunk or after smoking weed than I am sober. I care more and focus more on God and religion while on pot or alcohol. Most people on this site doesn’t believe in that. It I refuse to believe this all happened by chance

@SW-User really man - thats not the way to be focused , titrating your blood alcohol level higher and higher to maintain a certain level of "better person" - there are ways to taper down but that has to be done under medical supervision. Do it - booze is expensive in every aspect - I think you should be the not so better person sober than be a unreal better person with booze. Believe it or not many people can actually do well without it - give yourself a chance. If you dont believe me - go to your local shitty part of town and look at all the booze hounds in their 50s - they are nothing but BUMs -

@MarmeeMarch from a price aspect I don’t care about about I have my own still I make alcohol for about 17 dollars a gallon. I understand a lot of people say the same thing I say and it might. It be true for them. And the only thing alcohol has going for me is the liquid confidence. Once I have the sober confidence I have when drunk I probably won’t get drunk again just drink for a buzz.

@SW-User oh well