It is a silly fantasy I have at this point. But I do need a break - I need a break from the frustrations and monotony of my work and from the dramas that it brings. I need a break from family and the ceaseless crisis that is their daily lives. I need a break from worry, I need a break from unwanted responsibilities.
Most of all, I need a break from saying goodbye to you. I need a break from the long wait that comes after. I found joy in my life - I'm tired of short visits that must end.
