I Wonder If She Misses Me Like I Miss Her

She broke my heart. She told me I was her person. That she wanted to be with me for the rest of her life. Then it changed in 3 days. Everything changed. I honestly am not sure what happened. I still think about her all the time. I talk to her still every now and then. I know I shouldnt. I remember kissing her...and I miss it. I felt so connected and loved. I miss that and I honestly dont feel like I will ever have that again.

Maybe I am just being dramatic but I feel like I gave my all and it was for nothing. Yet all I want to do is be with her. Touch her face, brush the hair away from her eyes and kiss her. Just kiss her and hold her. I will always miss Nikki and I just feel lost.