I Never Felt Like I Belonged

Never In My Whole Life...
even before i went to school i never felt like i belonged anywhere.
and when i did go to school, thats when it got worse, thats when i felt like a freak, by everyone.
even today i dont feel like i belong anywhere......i just dont fit in with the others, and i am happy that i am not like them because i hate them...but it makes me sad, because, i dont like being alone....i'm sort of a lonely loner....