I Wonder Will Wonders Never Cease

I don't know how to wrap my mind around this and try to understand God and praise Him when he disciplens me.....I'm pretty sure that is why He creates these movies about my life... The thing that upsets me is that where there is a movie there are usually movie critics...I mean we can't please everyone right? So its like its been said who has told every lightening bolt where it should go.....God! Who is to be praised forever amen...Even when He is disciplening me or correcting me........But what I can't wrap my head around is why He allows for satan to torment me....When all I want is to be faithful to God. I do think of Jobs lessons and I do think of Jesus own sufferings....sometimes good people suffer from lies and persecution because there is a devil. Will there really be a just reward for our efforts, one that will truly satisfy. And make up for all of the injustices....I have recieved some and yes they were satisfying like those healing miracles and hearing seraphim angels sing.... but what would truly heal me is for all of these trials and tribulations to stop! I suppose that day will come when I get to heaven. Until then I must prove to be good and faithful trusting God through it all in love....and smile.