I Am Filipino

I don't know why i still feel this kind of feeling na i wanted to cry pag nakikita ko picture nya (the guy I've been in love for 12 years) with his son and wife... Ung feeling na you wanted to cry out loud kasi hindi kayo ang nagkatuluyan... Happy naman ako with my husband and son.. Pero kasi naiiyak talaga everytime na magpopost sya sa fb how happy he is with his own family... Andoon ung regret na sana ikaw yon.. Ewan ko ang gulo... I feel like I'm cheating to my husband and i feel very bad about it...