I Miss Home
I sometimes have dreams about being home again. I just had one this morning actually, and home is the only thing I could think about all day.
I always wanted to travel and see new things, but I guess there is a part of me that just can't let go of the past. When I was little I did always get homesick at sleepovers. It was extremely rare for me to want to spend the night at someone's house, even if it was a relative. There is nothing I enjoy more than my own space and my own bed.
I do have my own space now, but it I still think about home from time to time. I've thought about going back to visit, but I don't know if it would just make it harder to move on or not. I never could imagine that i'd one day miss my younger sisters. One of them is already in her Sophomore year of high school. I remember when she first started school, I can even remember when she was so little that she still had a soft spot on her head.
My youngest sister will be starting middle school next year. She went from being a toddler that cried a lot getting ready to graduate the 5th grade.
I honestly don't know when I i'll visit home again. It might not be for awhile, a year at least. Maybe even more than that. I really love where i'm at though, it's a lot better than my hometown. I had a friend that visited home for a month and he said he couldn't wait to come back. He said he was reminded on why he left in the first place.
Maybe it's my family and friends that I miss more than anything. My family is wanting to come out here to visit me next year. If they do, that would make me really happy. I offered to pay for my sister's tickets to make it easier for them. I know they'd be excited to travel just like I was.
I always wanted to travel and see new things, but I guess there is a part of me that just can't let go of the past. When I was little I did always get homesick at sleepovers. It was extremely rare for me to want to spend the night at someone's house, even if it was a relative. There is nothing I enjoy more than my own space and my own bed.
I do have my own space now, but it I still think about home from time to time. I've thought about going back to visit, but I don't know if it would just make it harder to move on or not. I never could imagine that i'd one day miss my younger sisters. One of them is already in her Sophomore year of high school. I remember when she first started school, I can even remember when she was so little that she still had a soft spot on her head.
My youngest sister will be starting middle school next year. She went from being a toddler that cried a lot getting ready to graduate the 5th grade.
I honestly don't know when I i'll visit home again. It might not be for awhile, a year at least. Maybe even more than that. I really love where i'm at though, it's a lot better than my hometown. I had a friend that visited home for a month and he said he couldn't wait to come back. He said he was reminded on why he left in the first place.
Maybe it's my family and friends that I miss more than anything. My family is wanting to come out here to visit me next year. If they do, that would make me really happy. I offered to pay for my sister's tickets to make it easier for them. I know they'd be excited to travel just like I was.
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