I Love Pain Mixed With Pleasure
I love pain with pleasure & I’m dominant, according to some that’s an odd combination? I have a gf that’s even more dom than me & she can become a bit of a sadist when she gets really aroused. Sometimes when I need some extra relief I provoke her to the point where she finally snaps & turns on me.
She’s a martial arts expert, quite tall, incredibly fit & very strong; I don’t have a hope in hell of stopping her when she gets going. Every now & then she allows me to get a hand free, & when I do I lash out at her until I do something to her that forces her to slap & punish me quite violently. Although I can suffer for the following few days, it’s worth every bit of it, not to mention the loving tenderness that follows afterwards; it’s simply beautiful as well.
The reason I’m posting this now is because it's been like a burden that I’ve shamefully carried around for years. But recently I’ve starting to talk to others about this subject & much to my surprise I’ve discovered I’m not alone, in fact there’s more people that share this fetish/desire than I realised, to various levels of course👀☺
On the other hand when I'm with a girl that would rather have tender loving sex I'm more than happy to oblige. After all my greatest high is seeing that look of exhausted satisfaction on her face, no matter how I achieve it.
She’s a martial arts expert, quite tall, incredibly fit & very strong; I don’t have a hope in hell of stopping her when she gets going. Every now & then she allows me to get a hand free, & when I do I lash out at her until I do something to her that forces her to slap & punish me quite violently. Although I can suffer for the following few days, it’s worth every bit of it, not to mention the loving tenderness that follows afterwards; it’s simply beautiful as well.
The reason I’m posting this now is because it's been like a burden that I’ve shamefully carried around for years. But recently I’ve starting to talk to others about this subject & much to my surprise I’ve discovered I’m not alone, in fact there’s more people that share this fetish/desire than I realised, to various levels of course👀☺
On the other hand when I'm with a girl that would rather have tender loving sex I'm more than happy to oblige. After all my greatest high is seeing that look of exhausted satisfaction on her face, no matter how I achieve it.
