I Am Lonely
I am lonely with nowhere to go.
I lost my partner because of my lies, anxieties, fears, and insecurities; my friends are all busy, my family is broken apart, and the best I can do is go to where people often gather like the library, the mall, and the bookstore, which I have already done for the day. I need something new in my life. I can't keep going to those three places to feel like I've had some sort of human contact, it gets boring because it becomes routine. Then people are reserved, so it's not easy striking a conversation and making new friends. I've started travelling outside of my comfort zone and haven't found anything exciting yet, just more houses and office buildings (my town is boring), and I have been studying about enlightenment, mindfulness, and finding my purpose in life but I'm done taking notes and studying for the day (did this for three hours).
I wish there were more events and opportunities where I live.
I lost my partner because of my lies, anxieties, fears, and insecurities; my friends are all busy, my family is broken apart, and the best I can do is go to where people often gather like the library, the mall, and the bookstore, which I have already done for the day. I need something new in my life. I can't keep going to those three places to feel like I've had some sort of human contact, it gets boring because it becomes routine. Then people are reserved, so it's not easy striking a conversation and making new friends. I've started travelling outside of my comfort zone and haven't found anything exciting yet, just more houses and office buildings (my town is boring), and I have been studying about enlightenment, mindfulness, and finding my purpose in life but I'm done taking notes and studying for the day (did this for three hours).
I wish there were more events and opportunities where I live.
26-30, F
