I Am Lonely

I Am A Loner...
I have 1 other issue that I have discussed numerous times on here, but I am just simply lonely. I have no friends what so ever, I just want some friends that I feel close too that I can trust. I am very depressed for this and my other issue, I just want to die, my life has no meaning, and is just me crying pretty much whenever no one is around at my house. I will just go to park just to get away from my family and cry. I have already attempted suicide once and just want to die ASAP.

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mizpeabody

I'm sorry that you're feeling so depressed. It is good that you're telling people about it, and I encourage you to talk more, if you'd like. The urge to end your life is something nobody should have to experience at all, much less go through it alone. I think a lot of people here (myself included) know how deep the sadness and pain can be. There has to be at least a tiny chance you can both keep your life AND get some relief from your suffering. If you saw someone wandering down the street with a terrible wound, crying in pain, you would still call an ambulance for them and comfort them, even if you thought they were beyond help, wouldn't you? Then why not show yourself the same compassion? Why not at least see if there is a group, or doctor, or therapist who can be ob<x>jective and give you real, workable advice or treatment to ease your pain?

If I'm totally sucking at helping here, sorry, then at least let me offer access to people with better communication skills: 1-800-273-TALK. They're a 24/7 suicide/crisis hotline.

Bottom line: people do care. Keep talking, okay?