I Love Being Outside At Night

my time with my girls is precious
Many nights my oldest and my youngest come and talk to me about things they would not share with anyone else .
Things about their relationships ,concerns about the kids
(they know they all still listen to me ,so sometimes its a hint for me to talk to them )
I would have give anything if my parents and I were that close
Mom tried to act like my big sister ,but that did not impress me
Dad and I only got close the last 3 years of his life .

Its sad we wasted so much time ,but I am glad my girls don't ,we're close .
My Middle one always had the middle child syndrome thing ,,
She was not loved enough ,she was born on Christmas ,I named her after Mom and she did not respect Mom at all (though she is just like her at times )
So she is "Self made ,no one helped her " but oh well
3 of my kids are very close to me ,and 4 grandkids .
Hopefully my middle one will get it while I'm still alive ,I love them all
They are my world