I Am Very Determined
*Knock* *knock* *knock* You hear that? That is the sound of determination. Let it pulse through your brain as you focus on your dreams *knock* *knock*
You know that moment when you realize you're doomed to die in a video game, and you subconsciously lose hope and give up before it happens? That's how I've been feeling about life lately. But if there's one thing being a gamer has taught me, is you do NOT stop until you are stopped. You do not quit until you've given everything you have.
That hit me last night as I've been feeling depressed and lethargic for a while. But I am not dead yet. I am not done, and I will not stop putting every drop of effort I can squeeze out of my soul, and I will not quit until I have nothing left, and then I will keep fighting and reaching with everything I have until I die of starvation.
I will leave something behind, and I will make the world better than the one I was forced into. I will never regret being able to do more, because I will put as much as can into every single second, and then keep straining harder. There's no more room in my brain for sadness or depression, because I will not waste anything I have on anything other than my dreams. And my dreams are of a future. My dreams are for every person forced to walk this Earth, and for every living thing forced under their suppression. It will get better for all of them, and I will kill myself and bury myself with determination to achieve it until I am gone *knock* *knock* *knock*
You know that moment when you realize you're doomed to die in a video game, and you subconsciously lose hope and give up before it happens? That's how I've been feeling about life lately. But if there's one thing being a gamer has taught me, is you do NOT stop until you are stopped. You do not quit until you've given everything you have.
That hit me last night as I've been feeling depressed and lethargic for a while. But I am not dead yet. I am not done, and I will not stop putting every drop of effort I can squeeze out of my soul, and I will not quit until I have nothing left, and then I will keep fighting and reaching with everything I have until I die of starvation.
I will leave something behind, and I will make the world better than the one I was forced into. I will never regret being able to do more, because I will put as much as can into every single second, and then keep straining harder. There's no more room in my brain for sadness or depression, because I will not waste anything I have on anything other than my dreams. And my dreams are of a future. My dreams are for every person forced to walk this Earth, and for every living thing forced under their suppression. It will get better for all of them, and I will kill myself and bury myself with determination to achieve it until I am gone *knock* *knock* *knock*
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