I Feel That I Will Never Find Love

I've just given up on finding a girlfriend. After i completely f***ed up with this one woman, I just don't see a reason to try again. I'll probably just f*** up again and break another poor woman's heart. And i never even meant to hurt her that way, but it's too late to fix my total f*** up. She'll never want to speak to me ever again.
I'm probably better of being alone for the rest of my life. I just don't want to mess up again and hurt someone i care about.