I Often Feel Like I'm Tired of Living

I am the same way, I don't want to die or hurt myself, idk just want life to stop! it's confusing, I am very grateful for my life. I have a loving husband, a job that pays well. but depression just beats at my door,relentlessly! im just tired, yet cant sleep? yup,that's me!lol! I do see the good in my life,and i can laugh and joke.i just have this other side of me that is misrable for no reason. and it come and gose and comes back again. ...yuck!

frr i feel exactly the same everyday is a constant struggle but the future is what keeps motivating me to strive on.

when you submit to a loving and firm Master you will find your life blossoming to fulfillment

i think a lot of people feel that way

some time alive is torture

I can relate.