I Just Got Dumped

Ouch!... The other night, I come home after spending the weekend with my family and my bf has the look, then he says we need to talk, "its not you, its me." Thing. He's unhappy because his mind always assumes that I am cheating, he doesn't want to accuse me of something I am not doing, so he dumped me. Idk what I will miss more, his smile, his laugh, his beautiful brown eyes, or his smart ass mouth. This was my first serious relationship, and even before, I was usually the heart breaker. This time, it hurts, it truly hurts. Can't sleep, don't want to eat. I'm so tired and my eyes are so swollen its difficult to hold them open. But if this makes him happy, I just need to except it. And be happy that he is happy. Oh, this wont b easy.