I Dont Know What to Do Now and I Dont Know What Ill Do Later

When there are so many bad things going on and you're just left shocked and your brain seems not working well anymore. I feel so helpless right now. I wish things were better and i wish to make those people around me happy, i wish that all those people qho love and cared for me are happy with what i do but in my heart it says i failed to make those people happy and proud. I better gone.