I'm Not Married

One day I hope to be though. Even if it's decades from now. My oldest sister is married three kids and the youngest has a baby on the way and there is talk of marriage with her boyfriend/babydaddy within the next year after they have the baby. I am still young yes, but that doesn't necessary mean that I have time. I mean I could die tomorrow for all I know. I am cool with waiting, but it's just one of those things that seem so far out of reach no matter how old you get. It'll be awhile for me regardless because I am not open to meeting anyone right now after have being in a long term relationship with someone else that was complicated and I guess over with now. Sadly, my heart is still opened to him. I have no interest in anyone that doesn't see a future with me. It's wasting time even talking to them if that's the way it's going to be. I'm not talking a ring/proposal after a few dates. I mean I just want to know that it's going somewhere before I invest my time and energy into it.