I’m burnt out
As much as I crave affection and love the thought of my past relationship makes me so nauseous. So many fights and trying to end things and being roped back into it by a toxic partner.
There’s no shame in arguing and making up and moving past it. But repeated arguments everyday about something new isn’t healthy. At one point you have to draw a line.
Everyday I cried and laughed out of frustration because I wanted to break up and stop arguing. Even now my crazy ex tries to contact me everyday to make things up. It’s been a month.
I want to just be reassured and be comforted again. But the thought of being in a relationship again makes me feel nasty and exhausted. I’m lonely but I know I need to be alone.
There’s no shame in arguing and making up and moving past it. But repeated arguments everyday about something new isn’t healthy. At one point you have to draw a line.
Everyday I cried and laughed out of frustration because I wanted to break up and stop arguing. Even now my crazy ex tries to contact me everyday to make things up. It’s been a month.
I want to just be reassured and be comforted again. But the thought of being in a relationship again makes me feel nasty and exhausted. I’m lonely but I know I need to be alone.
