I Have Inner Conflict
It's a complex conflict, by that I mean a several branches one, in which some twigs are intertwined and some are not. I have a black and white take about that conflict, and after analysis, still lots of repressed emotions. The difference is I know how I work now, I can explain why. After writing a couple of stories, I know.
However, I can't write all that here, I'm afraid to, there is fear and shame, yet, there is someone to whom I'd like to address it, in person, and the knot is here. That's frustrating. I can't drop that, to someone whose reaction is uncertain. I need time to open up, trust. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't think I can.
However, I can't write all that here, I'm afraid to, there is fear and shame, yet, there is someone to whom I'd like to address it, in person, and the knot is here. That's frustrating. I can't drop that, to someone whose reaction is uncertain. I need time to open up, trust. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't think I can.
