I Am Healing

i'm trying to be more positive and think my future will be a happy outcome. right now, i don't like my life. i am doing a lot better being away from my family, they only hurt me. i had to cut off certain people, there's so few people you can actually trust. i'm still learning about myself and everything around me. what i'm trying to heal from though, is my mental and emotional pain. even though it's true others have it better than me, there's still lots of people who have it worse than me as well. i do have regrets..... i regret reaching out to my aunt, all she did was further pressure me and made me feel even more hopeless. i regret trusting certain people, i regret wasting time. i am grateful for what friends i do have, and hope our friendship will get even stronger. even though the pain of the past hurts, that doesn't mean the future will be filled with pain too! who knows? i still have time to find true happiness and peace of mind.

to whoever else is hurting, i can only wish you all the best on your way towards getting better and feeling good. and i ask to people who have healed their soul, heart, and mind, what did you do to heal yourself?

may everyone be able to give a real smile instead of having to force yourself, remember that focusing love on yourself isn't selfish <3