I Am a Gay Teenager

I'm actually living double life. It's so weird. I have my real life where I have an amazing bf who I love a lot, I go to school, don't have many friends but the ones I have are awesome. I have a dad and a brother that I love to death, so my life is supposed to be great.
But it isn't somehow.
I have my online life. On which I've met the most amazing and beautiful ppl. Most of them aren't real probably, but those few real ppl I've met here almost a year ago are my best friends. One in particular. My soulmate. I'd probably be dead by now if it wasn't for him. He knows how much I love him. We don't even have to say it.
When u find someone like that, do everything u can to keep him. Don't put urself in first place, coz it's something u only find once in a lifetime.
And as I experienced myself, u can never know what's gonna happen. When u think ur invincible, there will be a setback, But when ur in a dark cold corner and u think u will never get out of it, there's this tiny little light that's gonnas pull u out and make u happy again.
I have a double life and I kinda wished I could switch them.
To who this was meant for : thanks
To all of u : cherish ur true friends

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Hunter2111

I'm not saying u cant I'm saying that not everyone has people that care about them and that this story could possibly make them feel a little worthless because they can't have what you have

Ryanvz · 22-25, M

again : so I can't tell stories about nothing, coz no one is the same, and there will always be ppl who don't have what someone else has. Is that a reason to say that someone is bragging ? I don't brag, ever, I just tell ppl that there are ppl out there who can be great friends. That when u found someone like that, u should cherish that

Hunter2111

you have true friends, not everyone dose and not everyone has people that give a shit about them, so this is rubbing it in there face

Ryanvz · 22-25, M

oh I get it, so I can only post sad stories about how everything sucks and life's not worth living ? Positive stories about how some ppl change ur life in a positive way aren't allowed here ? Why are u even replying on a positive story ? Why can't u accept that some ppl have friends ? Aren't I allowed to say something about my best friend coz u don't have someone like that ?

filipinoboy991

you are in every way special.. good luck to your life's journey and may you continue to inspire others and make a difference to each and everyone!! :D

Hunter2111

everyone likes someone who brags about how amazing there life is

Ryanvz · 22-25, M

Yeah u really understand the story dude. Congrats.
I'm saying to cherish ur true friends. Where am I bragging? Did ur mom die when u were 8? Did u have to leave ur friends every year coz u were constantly moving? Do you have a disease for life for which there's no cure? Do u know how it is to die and come back?

I'm talking about having someone in ur life who means the world to u. That u should realize what u have sometimes. If ur too stupid to understand that then maybe u should think twice before replying to a story about friendship

Felipster

Im the one he calls his soulmate. If only you knew how strong he's been over these recent months, and he's just trying to look at the positives in his life right now. Shame on you Hunter

Hunter2111

don't talk to me

fordman600

This is a great post that explains there are many great people out there. All the self-centered haters can go f*** themselves.

ROB44OTTO

Yee keep braggin bout ur bf D:

Clarklafferty

Ugh 😔

Ryanvz · 22-25, M

so .... ppl can't tell they have a bf on this site ?

Clarklafferty

Well Ryan he's a fucking asshole he rubs it in my face with his bf and guys he fucked so yea fuck u rob

SebasF13

Aww thank you ! What a touching story ! I wish you the best of luck

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