I Need An Escape From Myself

I have lost interest in so many things and i miss my old self the person who knew what she wanted and had goals .. independent and self starter and motivated but now am just not me .. not sure if it's the marriege and having a son killed that person?
I need an escape .. I went to a psychiatrist and she said that I was depressed and gave me some pills that I stopped taking cause it made me eat like crazy .. and am so unctuous when it comes to weight .

there are times where I just feel like disappearing .. new life ... I just don't know why it feels like this ..am just tired