I Broke Up With My Boyfriend
So many of my stories relate to him, and here is another I guess.
After more than 4 years together I broke up with my boyfriend, or maybe more like he broke up with me. It was mutual though, or so I thought before he asked to get back together and then I had a cop calling me because he was missing...but thats another story.
I was depressed for months, which in of itself lead to arguments between us, but when I realized I was no longer happy because I was pretending to be someone I wasn't, I decided to talk to him.
Its scary suddenly realizing that you being happy with who you became is all a lie and you actually do still like the stuff you used to like that he disapproved of.
Bringing up how I was no longer happy wasn't suppose to lead to us breaking up. But like as soon as I mentioned it that seems to be were he was directing the conversation...
In the end, Im happier being free to be who I actually am and finding people who appreciate me for how I actually am haha flaws and all.
Like biggest underlying issue that lead to the break up was apparently I wasn't religious enough...and I am happy to say that its fully my choice what I believe or don't believe.
I let a year and a half of happiness end up causing me to change to keep that happiness and if you ever find yourself in a similar situation know that it will be okay to leave anyway.
After more than 4 years together I broke up with my boyfriend, or maybe more like he broke up with me. It was mutual though, or so I thought before he asked to get back together and then I had a cop calling me because he was missing...but thats another story.
I was depressed for months, which in of itself lead to arguments between us, but when I realized I was no longer happy because I was pretending to be someone I wasn't, I decided to talk to him.
Its scary suddenly realizing that you being happy with who you became is all a lie and you actually do still like the stuff you used to like that he disapproved of.
Bringing up how I was no longer happy wasn't suppose to lead to us breaking up. But like as soon as I mentioned it that seems to be were he was directing the conversation...
In the end, Im happier being free to be who I actually am and finding people who appreciate me for how I actually am haha flaws and all.
Like biggest underlying issue that lead to the break up was apparently I wasn't religious enough...and I am happy to say that its fully my choice what I believe or don't believe.
I let a year and a half of happiness end up causing me to change to keep that happiness and if you ever find yourself in a similar situation know that it will be okay to leave anyway.
26-30, F
