I Was Hurt By Someone Who Doesn't Care That They Hurt Me

I am still hurting because of him. My old family doctor used to psychologically abuse me. Its been over 2 years since he was my family doctor but the wounds still hurt. My greatest fear is going back to the ER and have him hurt me still by some lewd comment of his or mal practice. I was a victim of the spirit of Jezebel, I was a victim of the under covers who exploited me, I was a victim of the false prophet who spread rumors about me and I was a victim of my old family doctor who abused me. And yes I can hear heavenly angels singing to comfort me as I type this. When will these wounds ever heal?