I Have An Amazing Boyfriend

Before I met him, I had a history of getting with horrible men. Really only two horrible men, but the first one I stayed with for 5 years. The second one was short lived, and incredibly abusive. After that, I stopped looking for a partner. I got comfortable being by myself, I got to know myself; and out of the blue, there he was. We talked through text and phone calls for the first two weeks or so, went slow, then decided to meet. We agreed about so many things, shared commonalities, but were still two different people with different likes and dislikes. He came over to my apartment, and I felt comfortable with him around. He was quiet and reserved, but was more than happy to follow me around while I talked to him and decided what we'd do for the rest of the night. We went out to dinner, and had the most intense eye contact I've ever experienced. That night, when we got back to my apartment, he invited me to hang out with his friends at a potluck, and made it clear he wanted to see me again. Our first kiss was awkward, I think I caugh him off guard, but he went in for another and it was perfect. From that night, my whole life changed. He gives me so much support and love. He gives me my space, he cares about how I feel, and he cares about me. We're both a little weird, and nerdy, so it's absolutely perfect. He tries to learn more about my interests, and I try to learn more about his. He's understanding with my bipolar and is always willing to be there when I need him. He makes me laugh even when I don't want to..and not some ridiculous little giggle, I genuinely laugh my ass off with him.
He encourages me to follow my dreams, and makes it clear that he wants to spend his life with me. I really don't know what I did to deserve him.
He's got the most beautiful blue eyes, and the prettiest long blonde hair that he's been trying to cut for weeks now, but I protest the idea every time. His skin is beautiful, but even if he didn't have a single tattoo, I'd still love him the way I do now. His voice is so soft and genuine, and he's so careful with his touch.
If he was a nobody, if he wasn't nearly half as talented as he is, I'd still love him.
I don't believe in true love or soul mates, but I do believe he's the closest thing I'll ever get to that.