I Wish All Friends Were Forever Friends
I miss my old friend but we lost contact a couple years back :( we were really cool in middle school and I low key had a crush on him at that time. but I don’t think he was into me like that. I think he was into my sister but he hates her now lol...(that’s another story for another time...) regardless though, we were hella tight. I recently found a message he wrote me (a couple years ago.) that said:
“I MISS YOU :( you ALWAYS made me laugh. I don’t even know why. You wouldn’t even have to try and you’d make me laugh. But yeah, I miss you!”
I wish we still talked today. You grow up, you grow apart... people change. that’s just how things are. I’m not depressed about it but bummed.
At the time he messaged that I didn’t even really take into account how flattering it was but every time I go back and read that message now, it makes me feel better about myself. So maybe I didn’t have what it took to be considered possible gf material for him or whatever BUT I will always be able to live with the fact that for a moment, I was able to make someone happy without even trying. To me that means a lot and that’s all I can really ask for.
“I MISS YOU :( you ALWAYS made me laugh. I don’t even know why. You wouldn’t even have to try and you’d make me laugh. But yeah, I miss you!”
I wish we still talked today. You grow up, you grow apart... people change. that’s just how things are. I’m not depressed about it but bummed.
At the time he messaged that I didn’t even really take into account how flattering it was but every time I go back and read that message now, it makes me feel better about myself. So maybe I didn’t have what it took to be considered possible gf material for him or whatever BUT I will always be able to live with the fact that for a moment, I was able to make someone happy without even trying. To me that means a lot and that’s all I can really ask for.
