I Have Many Scars

My Body Is Scarred... I have so many scars all of them are self inflicted.
My Self hatred got me there i was a worst cutter there was a period i used to cut myself like atleast 50 times a day and this limit i use to cross every other day some days like 100,120,150, 200 and i guess the maximum i would have done is 250 i guess
these thousands of scars are at my thighs and legs always covered up with clothes thank god no one could notice them

Well i have 70 scars on my left wrist and since i am right handed only 8 scars on right wrist

There was a time when i was depressed alot and was proud of these scars and wanted to do worse but now a days i hate these scars and want them to go away
I am trying to recover from cuttin and i hope i do get over it