I Wish I Had a Friend

I'd be a good friend. I wish I had someone to prove that to. I want someone in my life who gets me. Who cheers me on, who isn't jealous. Someone I can cheer on and really be there for. I have 2 sisters but they never liked me/have been jealous of me my whole life, and other family members have said so, it's quite obvious.

I've never been a part of anything or felt like a part of anything. Always second best , not good enough.

I'll stop here. Depressing.