I Am Pondering
I'm used to be a person who has always something to say about everything, well literally, I'm outspoken I say what I want needless whoever is in front of me. But nowadays I don't if it's because I'm maturing or what, even if I have something to say, I choose not to say it unless I'm asked to do it.
I am becoming quieter and quieter these days, it's not that I have nothing to say but, I prefer to ponder before I open my mouth. I observed I became more reflective before reacting or saying anything to any situations or even to people. No matter how bad it looks to others how come that I still see and feel pity for the person doing something bad to me or to others.
It doesn't mean I never get mad of course I do, but nowadays I don't talked back nor say anything that may hurt them even if they don't know it.
I don't know but I kinda feel good about what is happening to me but sometimes it makes me think how did I come to this...
I am becoming quieter and quieter these days, it's not that I have nothing to say but, I prefer to ponder before I open my mouth. I observed I became more reflective before reacting or saying anything to any situations or even to people. No matter how bad it looks to others how come that I still see and feel pity for the person doing something bad to me or to others.
It doesn't mean I never get mad of course I do, but nowadays I don't talked back nor say anything that may hurt them even if they don't know it.
I don't know but I kinda feel good about what is happening to me but sometimes it makes me think how did I come to this...
31-35, F
