I'm broken and I know it.

I can't take rejection well, I can't take losing a friend well..when I lose a friend, to me it seems like even if they're just an online friend that they don't like me and want to socially distance themselves from me, and sometimes those 'dark thoughts' about wanting to get revenge on them just seem to ger the best of me. I chimp out over the simplest mention of my name, I get paranoid. Yes, I need help.