I Just Want To Vent

I feel guilty because right now I’m in a car away from home becuse I’m tired of being tired. I feel guilty leaving my brother alone with nobody to talk to and leaving my cat and dogs home with the rest of my family but I can’t be there all week it’s been shitty and I just need somewhere to go to get out and I found a place with one of my older brothers and I feel horrible leaving but I know I need this