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Sorry for the rant but

I wish I wasn't despicable and annoying and I wish I knew what to say and when to say it and I wish I wasn't as clueless as I am and I wish I didn't come across as "confused" and "anxious" and I wish I had a charming personality and people didn't feel irritated by my presence. :(
I wish I wasn't slow, and I wish I didn't look autistic.

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SW-User

May I ask how hard have you tried working on them?

assemblingaknob · 31-35, F

@SW-User very.

SW-User

@assemblingaknob well then. Don't try to tire yourself up further. Accept who you are and if at all any improvement comes, let it. Enjoy other things in life, there's a lot.

assemblingaknob · 31-35, F

@SW-User true. It was extremely exhausting. I've come a long way though and I'm happy about that. It's just that people always seem to be 2 steps ahead in improvement and it's frustrating to try and keep up.

SW-User

@assemblingaknob at least you have something to look past on yourself and note that [b]you tried[b]. This is something in itself. As for other people, I'm sure there are people who are far better than us and those who are far worse.

And about you being despicable, trust me when I say this, 99% people go through this. Some cope up fast, some don't. I have seen many people who were social turning into outcasts and vice versa.

The ones who are to stay, will stay. Don't tire yourself about it.

assemblingaknob · 31-35, F

@SW-User thank you!!!!