I can't believe how

some "close" people actually believe I'm stupid and incompetent, meanwhile ignoring all the signs of my struggles for years. I'd expect that from strangers, acquaintances, "friends" but these people were also aware, or should have been, of all the achievements throughout the years. Just shows how selfish/self-centered they are. And to believe that had I died, these mfs would be telling everybody that they had no idea... which is correct, they wouldn't notice unless it happened in front of them and someone pointed it out. Can't believe what I wasted my time on.