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Darci that's a joke sweetheart. But honestly when I think about a girl I care for when I have a girl I care for I think about brutally messing her up past the point of being a whimpering mass and a broken bitch without even the slightest bit of Mercy. Doing things to her that would leave her with nightmares and traumatize. I will hold her down bully her banded make her feel like she was less than a piece of shit making her do things that make her less than an animal. Dehumanize her sexualize her and breaking her over and over again. Showing her no human decency whatsoever as I have my fun. Degrading and humiliating her for hours on end. Verbally abuse her every chance I get before brutally using her as a fuck toy punching bag only the pump her up with affection love and care before doing it all again each time getting worse than the last. At least sexually I am a monster looking for consent to let loose all my sexual urges. Consensual abuse and toxicity physically and mentally mixture of Madness sexual lust is almost the same as violence or a type of blood lust. There is something in me that wants to completely Brutal by someone cover their bodies in bruises and make them bleed. I want to completely tear them apart mentally make them cry and feel like shit as I pound my cock deep inside of them beating them and bruising them and completely brutalizing them I want to traumatize someone so badly all they can do is think about getting more. I want to give them a nightmare that leave them waking up horny. I want Completely break their minds all they can think about is me.
I want to see the world how I view with the kinds of things I hate or dislike about it doesn't really matter. Everything is a form of Grey evil good bad wrong toxicity is all about perspective. In the end if everyone is happy doesn't really matter if Society sees it as unhealthy or toxic. If they are not in any immediate permanent Danger does it matter if your body is covered in bruises or is Venom is used to show affection. The world is a madhouse and I find that interesting and fun. Sometimes I just wanted to indulge in that
