I Enjoy Being Tied Up
Still Hoping For The Ultimate Experience.... It sounds so simple, but I've found it's impossibly difficult to find anyone willing to assist in creating what for me would be the ultimate tie-up experience. There are even a few variations of it that would all work out about the same. The usual reasons it fails to happen is because anyone I make the request to is afraid of getting in trouble somehow if they help to make it happen. Others say they couldn't do it to someone because it's mean. It never seems to matter that I'm asking them to do it and that I wouldn't be an unwilling victim.
All it would take is to find a place outside where people aren't always around, but where they're bound to come along from time to time. A place with a pole or a tree or something that couldn't be moved but would offer little or no concealment. Then I'm tied to the pole naked at least with my wrists tied behind it good enough so it'd be almost impossible for me to slip free right away. If for some reason I failed to escape, and if it was done at night in some deserted place outdoors then it would mean staying there at least until it got light out, and if done during the day then it would mean staying there until I was seen at least once. But I really wouldn't ask or expect the one who tied me to stay around if they didn't want to. They'd be free to leave if they wanted to without any concerns. As far as I'd be concerned, I wouldn't know the one who tied me no matter what. It'd be all on me and I'd say I agreed to let a total stranger do it because it sounded like fun and because I was sure I'd get loose quickly. The truth is that I've never been tied up by anyone where I wasn't able to get free in a short time anyway, so I'm fairly certain I'd escape within thirty minutes or so unless they knew some new and good ways of tying me up. I'd honestly be hoping that I wouldn't be able to escape though. The best moment would be realizing I had to stay like that for as long as the one who tied me chose to leave me like that, and knowing they had the ability to decide whether or not I'd be freed, if I'd stay there and be seen, or just left there on display. Whatever the end result, I'd be willing to accept it. All I'd ask is if they choose to stay around a while and watch, that they don't give in and free me after a short time or if they see I'm unable to get free. It would need to be a matter of me having made the choice and now having to see it through to the end. I'd also ask that they leave any clothes I had in a hidden spot where I could find them if I got free, but it'd be their choice whether or not they did that. Mercy and empathy for me by the one who tied me would surely ruin the situation since what I want means nether one can be involved. I want to be exposed naked outdoors in a public or semi-public place and helpless to prevent myself from being seen that way by anyone who happened to come along. I want to feel the desperation, the feeling of it being inevitable that I would be seen, and have all of the other feelings that would come with being tied like that. I want to think the thoughts that would only come while actually being in that situation and to know there was absolutely nothing I could do to prevent it from happening. I want to have no choice but to stand there fully exposed and wait for what was inevitable.
All it would take is to find a place outside where people aren't always around, but where they're bound to come along from time to time. A place with a pole or a tree or something that couldn't be moved but would offer little or no concealment. Then I'm tied to the pole naked at least with my wrists tied behind it good enough so it'd be almost impossible for me to slip free right away. If for some reason I failed to escape, and if it was done at night in some deserted place outdoors then it would mean staying there at least until it got light out, and if done during the day then it would mean staying there until I was seen at least once. But I really wouldn't ask or expect the one who tied me to stay around if they didn't want to. They'd be free to leave if they wanted to without any concerns. As far as I'd be concerned, I wouldn't know the one who tied me no matter what. It'd be all on me and I'd say I agreed to let a total stranger do it because it sounded like fun and because I was sure I'd get loose quickly. The truth is that I've never been tied up by anyone where I wasn't able to get free in a short time anyway, so I'm fairly certain I'd escape within thirty minutes or so unless they knew some new and good ways of tying me up. I'd honestly be hoping that I wouldn't be able to escape though. The best moment would be realizing I had to stay like that for as long as the one who tied me chose to leave me like that, and knowing they had the ability to decide whether or not I'd be freed, if I'd stay there and be seen, or just left there on display. Whatever the end result, I'd be willing to accept it. All I'd ask is if they choose to stay around a while and watch, that they don't give in and free me after a short time or if they see I'm unable to get free. It would need to be a matter of me having made the choice and now having to see it through to the end. I'd also ask that they leave any clothes I had in a hidden spot where I could find them if I got free, but it'd be their choice whether or not they did that. Mercy and empathy for me by the one who tied me would surely ruin the situation since what I want means nether one can be involved. I want to be exposed naked outdoors in a public or semi-public place and helpless to prevent myself from being seen that way by anyone who happened to come along. I want to feel the desperation, the feeling of it being inevitable that I would be seen, and have all of the other feelings that would come with being tied like that. I want to think the thoughts that would only come while actually being in that situation and to know there was absolutely nothing I could do to prevent it from happening. I want to have no choice but to stand there fully exposed and wait for what was inevitable.
56-60, M
