I Am Done With One Sided Friendships

And I am done WANTING those friendships. Done. I am sick and tried of wanted to be friends with people who can't make up their mind if they want to be friends with me or not. I wanted a friendship with many people who were just like me. They thought like me, they talk as crazy as me, and they were very beautiful souls...(like me)... Okay all jokes aside, I really like them. I had dreams of traveling to these many people who lived all over and being able to hug them one day. I had dreams of always being in touch. I have had many dreams about these people and how epic it was that they were friends. However they would leave me, delete me from contacting them, or never talk to me but then suddenly feel better and come right back. I get that everyone has a bad day but I am done playing this game of "Are we friends today or are you going to run away?" And it is not just me they are doing this to, it's everyone they know. I am shocked they have "friends" at all. I am just so done.