I Did the Stupidest Thing
I actually searched for a group that said "Stupidest person ever".... I don't know what else to do with my emotions going crazy right now... i feel the blood run through my veins so fast that its heated... thats what extreme regret and sadness feels like I guess.
She is 4 years younger to me... I liked her the moment I saw her..it all started because of a tomboy watch..thats how she caught my attention in January this year, near the sinks on to my left... but I knew she was much younger to me so I didn't go to think about it...nothing serious...my friend (Aro) is her bestfriend's cousin, oneday they spoke to eachother while I stood next to my friend and she stood next to hers...
As we walked away I told my friend..She didnt know who exactly I was talking about...later after the school day I found a picture of her with one of my other friends (Tru) and sent it to Aro to confirm...she was like she is going to tell her..I was like yea you should..it was still for fun..nothing serious..but my friend never met her to tell her
Days later, I got myself a watch similar to hers cause I loved that watch so much..on the sports meet day in the 1st week of March...she spoke to me..asked me for the time..she was in my house...She kept asking and giggling...we even did this thing to the other house and she thought it was badass... I wanted to take a picture with her badly because it was my last sportsmeet ever...she went missing so I took one with her friend..and her friend gave me her number to message it to her..so I did..
I told Aro what happened and she started laughing...saying you idiot I already told her..she was making fun of you..i thought it was pretty funny too..also pretty embarrassing..but I didnt care cause it was nothing serious...
Then Aro even said she kept asking stuff and telling things like "why me out of everyone" and I was like tell her its not serious...
Then at the very end of April I saw her again..haven't seen her since the sportsmeet...this was another school function, I had worn a blue thing..we saw eachother and I remembered what happened and I started to laugh..then she waved at me..I asked if its for me..she nodded..I waved back..she was standing with her friends so I wasn't sure whether its another joke of hers..I showed her to Aro as well...later I didnt see her again...till..she stood looking down from a window watching the event...her light brown eyes and her brown hair caught my eye...i told myself "NO! just don't"
to be continued..
She is 4 years younger to me... I liked her the moment I saw her..it all started because of a tomboy watch..thats how she caught my attention in January this year, near the sinks on to my left... but I knew she was much younger to me so I didn't go to think about it...nothing serious...my friend (Aro) is her bestfriend's cousin, oneday they spoke to eachother while I stood next to my friend and she stood next to hers...
As we walked away I told my friend..She didnt know who exactly I was talking about...later after the school day I found a picture of her with one of my other friends (Tru) and sent it to Aro to confirm...she was like she is going to tell her..I was like yea you should..it was still for fun..nothing serious..but my friend never met her to tell her
Days later, I got myself a watch similar to hers cause I loved that watch so much..on the sports meet day in the 1st week of March...she spoke to me..asked me for the time..she was in my house...She kept asking and giggling...we even did this thing to the other house and she thought it was badass... I wanted to take a picture with her badly because it was my last sportsmeet ever...she went missing so I took one with her friend..and her friend gave me her number to message it to her..so I did..
I told Aro what happened and she started laughing...saying you idiot I already told her..she was making fun of you..i thought it was pretty funny too..also pretty embarrassing..but I didnt care cause it was nothing serious...
Then Aro even said she kept asking stuff and telling things like "why me out of everyone" and I was like tell her its not serious...
Then at the very end of April I saw her again..haven't seen her since the sportsmeet...this was another school function, I had worn a blue thing..we saw eachother and I remembered what happened and I started to laugh..then she waved at me..I asked if its for me..she nodded..I waved back..she was standing with her friends so I wasn't sure whether its another joke of hers..I showed her to Aro as well...later I didnt see her again...till..she stood looking down from a window watching the event...her light brown eyes and her brown hair caught my eye...i told myself "NO! just don't"
to be continued..
26-30, F
