I Am Having A Really Bad Day

Manic episode today which lead to me over spending like really over spending as I brought 6 pairs of shoes. I was late leaving the house as I had to calm myself down as I was getting overwhelmed. Then my latte glass got broken by my cousin and peanut butter over night oats went everywhere but he’s sorting it out and I’m not mad at him I’m mad at myself for leaving it in the way. I set out less than a hour ago to do my photoshoot then just as I was about to put on some Cool shoes the camera died on me now I’m stuck on the park wearing a vintage dress and i don’t know if any help is going to arrive if not I have to walk home and the kids from next door are on the part we’re i have to walk through to get home ( they are very very annoying and they just basically disrespect every adult that walks past them. Its nearly 5pm it’s cold out here and I should have gone for a run instead. But the photoshoot had been planned since yesterday so the run had to be postponed until another day. And I’m feeling depressed for over spending and I feel like I have zero self control and I feel like crying as everything has just gone wrong today.