I Met A New Friend Today

Earlier this morning I met this freshmen-financial management student in my first subject. I thought she's only 18. She's so cute and timid. Then I knew she has lupus. Her condition is not getting any good. The reason why it feels like she's new for me is because she barely attending classes. She's not taking her medecine lately because she told be that she's tired of those big tablets. I honestly do not know what to say. I only listen to her and it seems like my presence is quite helpful for her. Then there was this guy, who's also our classmate in that subject. His left lung is already damaged. Then I also met this girl who is a Muslim. I really don't know why I am sharing this to you guys. Am I that bored? We ate lunch together, laugh together and set aside the [i]other[/i] things. I won't deny that at first I feel really bad especially to that girl with lupus. She told me that anytime she might die. It reminded me that life is vain. At the end of the day, everything we did is meaningless. I don't believe in it anyway. With I talking about now???

P.S. Sorry if it feels like I am making my SW account as my diary.