Things are not what they seem

Things are not what they seem in relationships often times people will tell you that they are your friend and in reality friendship is nothing more then a social tool or a means to get something out of you. I have learned this the hard way and it has haunted me every day of my life. I look back at people that I thought were meaningful people that I thought were something special in my life and now I see that I was nothing to them.

In this world if you can find a way to live a lone that is the best way to live. It is hard to adjust you will always desire something from someone but alone is the best way. I am 35 years old now and I am totally alone no one loves me no one knows my name but the beauty of having no one love you is that you are free completely free you can truly live out of bounds.