I Know Being Hurt Doesn't Give You The Right To Hurt Others

you seem to have full jurisdiction on this connection. giving you space meant nothing. if I appear too needy, you chastise me. if I don't respond, you take away the ability to speak with you. it is unsettling. but I am not just words on a page. I am real. and your words and feelings cut deep. I am still learning when it is okay to try and connect with you. ultimately...you got hurt. by someone else. and you have been honest and forthcoming on that pain and I didn't want to come on too strong... and unlike you, I will not sustain warnings here to validate your feelings. just know I was giving you a moment to reflect and gather your spoons as it were. if you aren't him, don't bother responding. I have my life partner and only wanted to get to know you human to human. and if you are him, I'm sorry, it seems easy for you you discount me. I am not real to you and you cast me aside without regard. we have both lived lifetimes without the other, it is difficult to know another and what they need. but I AM still around. radio silence until you pick up again. I care Spin and didn't mean to make you think otherwise.