I Am Frustrated and Confused

So there's numerous things going on right now that have me kinda wanting to rip my hair out but the biggest one I believe would be my job. I started working again, finallyy. It seemed like the perfect job, a GORGEOUS desk, iMac computer instead of a regular one lol, a filing cabinet, drawers, a shredder, n just all these small things that make all the difference to me. I had applied for a business development coordinater position but come to find out its much more, it's that, normal sales, receptionist, and ultimately the finance person as well. I work 6 days a week with the only day off not even a scheduled one but because we r closed that day and it's strictly commission.. My bills have been getting behind and now with this job even more so because I'm not getting paid. It's just not busy enough.. N my boss is so sweet, so understanding, n I hate to let him down. Or ruin something that really does have potential if it was just busy enough for me to pay my bills and take care of my responsibilities. I just can't stand working this much for nothing except knowing it's one more day late on all these bills. I love it but at the same time I really need to get paid. I have no idea where to go from here. I have applied at several places and i pray to figure out which place I'm meant to go but I just don't know. I want to be somewhere with steady pay, and fit in to.. Where I am now everything is great other than pay. When I leave I would be going into a place with at least 2 other woman that I have to hope I can get along with since we work in a room all day together and it's just that much easier when u have someone to talk to.. I just want to know I'm doing what I'm supposed to. Going in the direction God wants me to go in.. BUT I AM JUST SO CONFUSED!!! 😔 Seems like nothing I do helps.. Watching sermons, reading, praying.. I read fasting would prolly help but just the thought of that terrifies me 😰 I love my food 😍💯💙 Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I just don't know 😞🤦‍♀️