I Am Frustrated and Confused

The limited friends I have in real life are usually people who are not the kind who make you a priority unless it benefits them. With some exceptions. But the exceptions to the rule always leave for one reason or another ...of course.


I just needed to vent.

I hope one day I have people in my life who don't use their generosity against me later on down the road like I should feel guilty for them helping me.

That's not how things should be.
Sometimes it seems that's all that I end up with in life and it's tiring.

People on here just say find better friends but it's not that simple.

If anyone on here reads this and thinks I'm including them read at the top where it says real life friends. I'm venting about people I deal with in real life scenarios.

I just really needed a moment to vent and no one in real life really cares to hear my rants and let's face it... When you wanna rant about people IN your life you can't rant To Them.