I Think My Family Hates Me

I am more than positive that my family hates me. The only time I am truly loved and cared for is by my boyfriend. My family always talks shit on me behind my back and even to my own family. I recently stayed with my boyfriend at his apt unit out of state and when I got back and picked up from the airport I felt like they could care less about me and that I am not apart of their family. Being gone for a while made me realize that even more. And even the day i got back my parents started blaming everything on me, for every single issue they have. Even if they are possibly going to split. I wish I could escape from where I live now and go back to my bf forever.