I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me

I really don't tbh. so many things going on in my mind yet in so many peoples eyes I'm an angle and looked at like I'm perfect and that I do so many great things. that I am amazing helper of people and have done so much good. which yes, I do help people and have done lots of good bit let me tell you that doesn't mean I'm happy inside bor am I perfect by any means. everyone whonknows me through messaging knows the more real part of me. my brain and my true words yet in real life I'm quite silent and introverted. so I ask myself, whats wrong with me? and that is something i still have to figure out