No one in my family understands me. We are as different as different can be. Exact opposites. They are christians, republicans, gun loving nut jobs. They only care about themselves and what others can do for them. They talk behind my back, to my face call me ignorant and crazy, and nuts. I would run away or kill myself if it wasn't for my three young children. I wouldn't do that to them, but how can I live like this? I'm married, but still so alone. I have no one who understands me or will listen to me. I have no friends. I have no one but a 10, 3 , and 1 year old!