I Know Sorry Just Is Not Enough, But I Am Sorry
(BEWARE THIS IS A LONG POST... YOU HAVE BEEN ADVISED)
This is an apology to someone I hurt months ago, I know I shouldn't be publishing this on a public post but I did swear (I would do the right thing) and NEVER contact you.
I am sincerely sorry for how I acted towards the end. After a good while of being friends. Things got misinterpreted and I should have been smart enough not to get things twisted but I was silly to think much of not much.
After this time of no communication, I see clearly that maybe I bought into the illusion of having a very close connection with someone who never really trusted me enough to video cam. It did hurt back then, now I am much smarter.
Never will I rush into some connection- The mind must be wise and not repeat the same mistakes
Never be vulnerable to poetic wording, I wish you the best where ever you may be and whatever your name really was
Because deep down I believe you always hid something
Then when questioned to reveal who you really were, you felt pressured and ran.
I did truly care, and it hurt.
Silly me I guess, this will be the last time I think of it - I just had to say somehow
I am sorry for being so un-trusting- but TIME and time again with a World Wide Web of Catfish it's hard to tell what is what and who is really who.
THIS POST WILL PROBABLY HELP CLEAR UP WHY I joke around so much and am not touchy feely and ultimately vulnerable.
After the past year (I've faced a persistent Catfish) then a person who now after much thought might as well been another Catfish
Damn these emotions- I am sorry, and I promise to behave and never get caught up in them again. (I have learned my lesson) Being naive isn't becoming and well- Sorry to ALL
Especially to you (forgotten sweet stranger) may I never hear from you again
This is an apology to someone I hurt months ago, I know I shouldn't be publishing this on a public post but I did swear (I would do the right thing) and NEVER contact you.
I am sincerely sorry for how I acted towards the end. After a good while of being friends. Things got misinterpreted and I should have been smart enough not to get things twisted but I was silly to think much of not much.
After this time of no communication, I see clearly that maybe I bought into the illusion of having a very close connection with someone who never really trusted me enough to video cam. It did hurt back then, now I am much smarter.
Never will I rush into some connection- The mind must be wise and not repeat the same mistakes
Never be vulnerable to poetic wording, I wish you the best where ever you may be and whatever your name really was
Because deep down I believe you always hid something
Then when questioned to reveal who you really were, you felt pressured and ran.
I did truly care, and it hurt.
Silly me I guess, this will be the last time I think of it - I just had to say somehow
I am sorry for being so un-trusting- but TIME and time again with a World Wide Web of Catfish it's hard to tell what is what and who is really who.
THIS POST WILL PROBABLY HELP CLEAR UP WHY I joke around so much and am not touchy feely and ultimately vulnerable.
After the past year (I've faced a persistent Catfish) then a person who now after much thought might as well been another Catfish
Damn these emotions- I am sorry, and I promise to behave and never get caught up in them again. (I have learned my lesson) Being naive isn't becoming and well- Sorry to ALL
Especially to you (forgotten sweet stranger) may I never hear from you again
