I Know Sorry Just Is Not Enough, But I Am Sorry
Cam,
I have watched you grow from a baby into a 10 year old boy. You saw me as a second mom/auntie. I love you and always will. I am so sorry things are the way they are. I never planned it this way. I thought your mom and I would be friends forever but it wasn't to be. It doesn't change how I feel about you and I don't blame you for anything. I mean that, it is okay. I see you not knowing how to react when you see me, that slight
look of panic and unease. When you do speak to me, you are the same as always but I have a feeling something has been said. Maybe from your mom, I don't know. I would never ask.
All I did was care about you, I never did anything wrong by you and your brother but you know that. You and I cannot be in each others lives anymore. I am sorry for that, I truly am. There is so much I want to say to you but can't which is why I am writing this letter you will never read.
To my dying day I will be here for you. I love you like you are my own and that won't change. Don't ever feel bad if you think you can't speak to me or even look at me. I get it, it isn't your fault. You shouldn't be put in that position.
I love you unconditionally and there is a place for you in my heart forever.
Be happy sweetheart, it's all I have ever wanted for you.
Jenni x
I have watched you grow from a baby into a 10 year old boy. You saw me as a second mom/auntie. I love you and always will. I am so sorry things are the way they are. I never planned it this way. I thought your mom and I would be friends forever but it wasn't to be. It doesn't change how I feel about you and I don't blame you for anything. I mean that, it is okay. I see you not knowing how to react when you see me, that slight
look of panic and unease. When you do speak to me, you are the same as always but I have a feeling something has been said. Maybe from your mom, I don't know. I would never ask.
All I did was care about you, I never did anything wrong by you and your brother but you know that. You and I cannot be in each others lives anymore. I am sorry for that, I truly am. There is so much I want to say to you but can't which is why I am writing this letter you will never read.
To my dying day I will be here for you. I love you like you are my own and that won't change. Don't ever feel bad if you think you can't speak to me or even look at me. I get it, it isn't your fault. You shouldn't be put in that position.
I love you unconditionally and there is a place for you in my heart forever.
Be happy sweetheart, it's all I have ever wanted for you.
Jenni x
