I m dead inside. I have been so sad lately, I am almost numb to everything. I think its depression. I cry myself to sleep, wake up and cry some more.I keep hoping I would snap out of it, but I am unable to.
yes drinking is no good. its like that sophrai guy said, you feel the same way as i did, these three things taken at the same time made me feel alive again. i listen to wardruna.
How long has this been going on? It sure sounds like major depression. See a psychiatrist who treats a lot of depression. You may need to start on an antidepressant to get back on your feet.